In March I’m going to appear on WiredPussy.com with Princess Donna for a series ‘The Collection’. Her assistant for the shoot is my real-life love Syd Blakovich.
This will be my 2nd time subbing for porn in a BDSM setting. The 1st time was for Madison Young and I have to admit I had a difficult time getting into the mood. I much preferred topping her. It’s hard for me to let go of control and sub on camera, and I was very new to BDSM and wasn’t sure of what I wanted.
Years have passed and my vocabulary and experience has grown. I’m curious to see how the shoot for WiredPussy.com will go, and if I’ll feel more comfortable subbing for Donna. Will it be easier with Syd there, or more difficult?
I’d be lying if I didn’t say I was a little nervous.
When I met with Belladonna last weekend she asked if I had ever had my comfort levels pushed while filming. I anticipate this shoot for Wired to be one of those challenging situations. I’m preparing my boundary definitions and expect to have my comfort level pushed. (BTW, I promise I’ll say more about Belladonna later. Yay!)
Cand86, I know you wanted to see more about electroplay, so I’m blogging this is especially for you. Thank you for the inspiration.
Curious as I am? I welcome suggestions, thoughts, advice and questions.
Oh, and I don’t have to shave. ; )